The melancholy of seagulls

My tendency to despondency and the reflection of this state of mind has resulted in the painting "Melancholy of Seagulls". In the painting we see seagulls being drawn in by the whirlpools of the pasty sky. The gulls are frozen and do not resist, they are in a state of melancholy.

I wanted to describe that feeling when you, consumed by despondency, freeze in your actions, you want nothing, you have no strength for anything, it's as if you spread your wings and let the situation take its course. But it is dangerous to stay in this state for a long time. Time will wait for no one and so the seagulls have already deformed and if they don't take control of their flight, their form, the texture will simply crush them.